Little faith

I was at peace.
Walking by the beach.
Listening to the tunes.
Admiring god's creation.
The small waves tickling my feet.
The big gush of salty air wiped off the fear.
I was at peace.
Without any hints of problems.
And then I came back.
She surfaced.
He is been bugging.
More others following.
I cant tolerate with this.
Insanity hits rock bottom.
If you ask me to be ok with it.
Then you're just like everyone.
But you are like everyone.
Seeing my smile instead of my sadness.
Faking it always my advantage.
So be it.
I'm hanging with the thinnest thread.
One little flick and I will fall.
Without no wings to fly.