Ache

Stuck!

I saw you in every korean singer i have crush on...
Urggghhh......
Whether it about your lips..
Or just simply your act..
Or your sweetness..
Or even your hair..
I keep on shoving my feelings deep down..
Yet it surfaced and i felt loved..
Why o why?
Pening dengan keadaan ini...

Penat

Penat...
Penat mencuba untuk melupakannya..
Dia hadir tanpa rasa bersalah..
Perasaan kembali menggunung..
Hati semakin terguris...
Bila aku mula bertatih,
Dia undurkan diri.
Bila aku berlari berlainan arah,
Dia muncul mematikan langkah,
Apa khususnya dia untukku?
Adakah hanya sekadar berkawan?
Atau sekadar mengisi lohong hatiku buat sementara waktu?
Aku penat.
Tak mampu bermain lagi..
Aku terjatuh,
Tak mampu untuk berdiri kembali..
Terbaringlah aku menggapai langit dengan angan anganku..
Sambil bertemankan bumi yg bersendirian..

Will it be enough?

I really want that job... I do!
I promised that i will fast for 7 days if i got it..
Will it be enough?
But am I capable enough to handle it?
Am I knowledgeable enough to bring it to the table?
Am I am I am I????

Konflik....

Tak waras.
Siapa?
Aku...
Kenapa?
Tertegur...
Jadi?
Tersenyum..
Tapi?
Sendirian..
Siapalah aku dimata dia............

*sigh*

I think i'm going to stop falling....

In love.....

Without title...

Keep on telling myself, don't fall in love soo easily....
Keep on telling myself, there will be someone waiting to love me...
Keep on telling myself, i'm ok without him...

Lying to self is not good but atleast it makes me happy for a while.....