way before i got my hands full

I shout: handsome man alert!! he said " asal mate coklat, rambut blonde, kulit putih je hensem"...hi hi hi.. well that’s yours truly, will whoott whoot over white man... but then, I am not usually surrounded with whites.. more to grayish or brownish.. its 2:49pm, time where myself n lala have a chat to kill the boredom. suddenly I saw him in next cubicle. my heart thumping out loud and I think he could have heard it. shuuushhh heart, don’t make it too obvious.. instead of business chat I typed "oooo guess what.. the only mamat putih kt sini ade kt sebelah" and started to gossiping about him. Suddenly, he came next to me, behind my back and stop there for few second... OMG!!!!! I need to minimize the window.. errr how to do it? errrr damn damn could he read it? er er i cant smell any perfumme on him.. probably coz of my perfume is hovering my nose.. I startled at first but somehow,I managed to turn my head to him and see him picking up my phone and listen to the tone... my hands couldn’t move, my eyes are all over his face, my heart making the noisiest sound ever(I think I need to see doctor love.. ahahaahaa) and I felt like my body is rigid..tak boleh gerakkk!!! he then moves to next cubicle.. at that moment I remember............ there is rumors on his marital status.. he is gay.. nahh too good to be true..hehehe.. he’s married!!! adoiii... I guess awa would say, Waaa mamat ensem dh ilang satu~!!!!!!!

p/s: i wrote this story like more than one year ago. kihkih kih..now hes gone dahhh.

kleenex vs. royal gold

bencilaaaaaaah. i feel sooo stupid td. since the whole morning ive been searching for a particular song in my playlist(ye i have loads of songs). keep on fastfwd unwanted songs, until suddenly the name popped. I braved myself to hear the song and i ended up with tears in my eyes. super malu. depan pc kt office yg xde privasi langsung. urrggghh this stupid song. It brings back memories that i have buried deeply like more than 6 feet under. tapi sewenangnyer ia menjelma.haihhh. Bencilaaaa. konon konon im a strong woman laaaa. macam lagu stronger from britney lembing ituh.... tetapi, emotion shift from im-strong to stupid-me. bengong!

p/s: no questions please. dah tak nangis dah lepas dengar lagu klux klux adventure. chomel laaaaa.

erghhhhh

Please KILL all lovey doey songs just for today and tomorrow. please.... everytime i hear that song i would cry. No its not cz of valentines or the fact that im single yet not sure whether ready to mingle or not.its just something else. soo please?if you can't kill then hide it. pretty please?


note:on 14th marks her one year. she should be waiting for her spm result right now.Please take a minute to pray for her well being.thanks.