stumbled upon mine.. how i wish you were mine.

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I never thought that i did captured the first-ever crush(for that yearlah) memories in this blog. Its been one and half year(till date) but i still have some(a lot actually) feeling towards him. And yes, he has no absolute knowledge about it. Mr. Muffin man i called him.

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so how will i know? mmg berangan. Takkan tahu kalau tak bertanya. Nak move on untuk cari crush baru terbantut. Hati masih terpikat lagi masa ini.

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hah tak terkata. Girang sekali bila itu berlaku. Sengih memanjang. Tapi senyuman tak lama. :(

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Sekarang hati masih terpikat. Dia mungkin tersalah anggap. Dan aku tidak cuba membetulkan. Bila bertemu, tiada kata kata diluahkan. mahupun apa khabar. Yang saling berbalas hanyalah sekadar ucapan selamat tinggal. Bye.

Packing up one year plus memories. It seems like theres not enough box of mind to keep all that.

One year and eight months. and everything will ends on 25th September 2009. They will leave by 19th. Today is 9th September 2009. 10 more days till they depart. 10 more day for us to huddled together. I know there will a change. Never thought it would be this soon.
"you know what, im feeling terribly bad. The thought of going back is killing me" he texted. I know dear. The thought of not seeing you every weekdays makes my heart crushed. 8 months. 8 months of knowing you. 8 months of food chatting, 8 months of exchanging meaningful glances. 8 months of teasing each other. haih.
Change is the only thing that is constant. She posted it on fb. 1 year and 8 months. thats how long we've known each other. the moment we heard the news, you cried. i was too shocked to digest the news.

Im exhaling the air of emptyness.