a good sunday

Last night around 12 sumthing i got an sms from Ms. Im-gonna-get-married-end-of-week to invite me to spend my day with her, saloon and shopping. Being a ms.im-not-gonna-freak-out bestfriend, i immediately say Yes!!!! i invited sab along too. soo this morning i woke up a lot early than i should and start missing someone(when i have the courage, ill let u know..-imstillsingle-). I steer my car towards curve to meet both of them. By the time i reach there, Ms Im-gonna-get-married-end-of-week was there waiting. not too long though. so we went to hair kunzt. I propose to you to go there. they have the nicest PR and the best part of all they are attentive to muslim lady. they had set a place behind the curtain just for us. plus no extra charges!!!! i love it. the price is affordable enough for me. we sat there for hours to pamper ourself with treatment and haircut(both cost me RM150). Please do look for jojo, she/he is a senior stylist with sense of caring and very2 professional. my muscle in mouth area started to strech into a smile. yes i found my true sr.stylist love. luck doesnt stop there. I went for a smell of new parfum and the men there started to flirt with me. awwwwwwwwwwwwwww, usually i dont get this kind of attention. I usually leave it to my girlfrens. that alone makes my day. we moved on to tonight. I ordered pizza since im alone and everyone is mia and the pizzaman said that it will take 40 mins for them to deliver the food. Thinking that im not that hungry i hurrily said sure. after 20 mins waiting i started to feel hungry. keep on counting the clock and hoping that he will be late.hi hi. Im sure going to enjoy free pizza. He indeed come a bit late. He apologize sweetly(hes sweet oso) and i started to ask for a coupon. sadly he said they are out of coupon but he offered me chicken wings. its better than pizza.... yikes another luck strike me... basically i like today cause its been soo/too long ive been hit by luck 3 times a row. Alhamdulillah........

-im starting to believe in 'the secret'-
have a good day~

almost 4 months later.....

sorry for the long silence... seems like it has been a habit for me to disappear in blogger world. the reason i'm not updating is simply because i dont want to talk about my couz. she has been in my mind since her 100th days leaving us. I have a lots of stories to tell you but somehow its stuck cz shes blocking it. dont blame her, i just miss her...a lot. i wish i could let her go.........
tomorrow, there will be a tahlil for her. Im scared to go to family gathering because i know i will break down, plus things wont be the same.... am i mad for wishing that i will have to go work tomorrow so that i can run away from all these? or am i just a coward to face the present? i cant talk about it to others cz i know i will cry, infact im crying rite now. this is the only way i could transfer my feeling... i am not as transparent as i wish to be.. *sigh*

-how can i accept the present?-

missing you,
ur cousin..........................................