watching vday is a bit turned off.. no make it a lot... I really wants a bff like Reed Bennett(Ashton Kutcher) and the relationship ends there. You get what i mean right. I just hope(really hoping) that my bff stays bff and my boyfriend is my Husband. But since my some sort of "kawan Baik" is no longer available and got really busy over i dont know what and couldn't consider anything about me, I guess I should now find another BFF to simply fill the hole. ok Im a bit emotional over this but yeah, Im tired of keeping it in. Tapi tak mahu terus terang. wtf kn?. So anyway I want Reed Bennett to be my BFF but of course without those hideos pink cap, pink shirt and PINK jacket. Pink is not for men you know. ok thats my wish for now.
Quoted from Dialah aka Babe, "semua orang dalam cerita itu adelah fcuked up ok".. ahaaha.. I should not watched the movie with Babe considering her current life "situation". To make it better, i should not watch the movie at all. Owh well my intention watching that movie is because of the actors. Yeah, i like Aston, McDreamy(Dempsey) and McSteamy(Dane), not soo much on Bradley, highly high on Topher Grace(nerdy but cool) and Elizondo(more likely to be a father to me). On the 14th, i lost appreciation towards love. affection to the other gender. nada. hilang gone. So when i watched that movie, i feel like we will make mistakes until we found the one and we will still make mistakes after we got married by cheating or commit adultery. So to me, i hate making mistakes eventhough every step i took is a mistake. So why making mistakes of loving if we knew that love is a mistake. ok ok, I'm the love killer, the cupid hater but its just me on this day at this time. I may change my perception towards love probably the next minute or the next hour or the next day. well who can predict the future kn?
Ps: it is soo disturbing.. I watched vday and i think love is fool.. love is non-existance.. but when i watched Greys, i felt something slowly creeping in making my heart warmer. owh soo disturbing..
another ps: this is the day when Dialah eh Babe got herself a crush. That person likes Babe and he works at kedai coklat.. So cute ok watching Babe stammered and getting pinkier by minute when a friend of that person ask her number. Owh so chomel! pls dont hate me babe!
