penings..

im sooo stuck!! i hav received an offer letter from the U n the registration date is this friday.. but but.. i'm on a training n being paid for having it.. what shuld i do? accept it or not? huuuuu huuuuuuuuuuu

something stupid and sumthing smelly...prepare yourself for the worse..

when did u do a serious thinking?
mine would be when im cleaning the dishes, in the loo where you dont have anything to do, before i go to sleep.. this is the time where i would think about my future, my life and my past.

my future:
what company to apply, which job to search, where can i find money to help my parent, when will my dad..., who is my future husband(long list i have in my hand.. mcdreamy, mc steamy, jack sparrow(dont ask me why),a doctor, an architect, him(he is outta my league..)). when i do dishes, this would come up.. sometimes i would dream and sometimes i would cry but never i laugh..ye laa gile ke ape, tgh2 mlm basuh pinggan tibe2 gelak... naya wooo..

my life..
before i go to sleep, i would think about this.. this will help me sleep or not!! this one scares the hell outta me... ye laa nothing big ever happened in my life...i mean something that can turn my life upside down.. haihh.. i only see my life as half empty cup.. keep on counting when to finish it off.. haihh!!

my past..
now this one is a really smelly thinking.. ahahhaa..did u get wut i mean?? ehehhee.. but seriously, there are no other perfect moment to recap whats in my past book... time tuh laa nk senyum2, nk malu2, nk nangis2 pn ade gakk, nk gelak kecik2 pn ade..hi hi hi.. dlm bilik seorg dirikn, bley laa buat camtuh... sheeshh im such a wenk person...

sooo, just think... where and where actually u think about those stuff? on the way to the office, dok dlm blk seorg diri or like me?? ehehe...

something of sumthing...

Your Birthdate: October 10

Independent and dominant, you tend to be the alpha dog in most situations. You're very confident, and hardly anything ever shakes you. Mundane tasks tend to drain you - you prefer to be making great plans. You are quite original. When people don't "get" you, it bothers you a lot. Your strength: Your ability to gain respect Your weakness: Caring too much what others think Your power color: Orange-red Your power symbol: Letter X Your power month: October

visit here to find urs : is this real or not? be your own judge

yaynes to me.. im goin to watch ocean 13 n shrek tmoroow... lalalalala~~

back to form 3

soooo i heard starcraft 2 is coming out soon.. where is my bro when he is in need? during my high school year, I was very close to my older brother than my sister. She was way back in Kedah at that time. Whatever game he played, i played. at that time, he was working at a cyber cafe. he introduce me with starcraft and plus its the original one.. weeeehuuuuu!! Instead of studying, i turn my passion into that game.. My other brother and i would use hand n feet just to determine whose playing first. It would take hours n hours to play and lots of skills to win.. whoever lose the fight would sulk and sit quietly beside the winner... dont ever ask me who won the fight.. At dinnertime, we would discuss on how to reach next level soo on soo forth.. my mum geleng kepale jer laaa at that time... at class, when the boys are talking bout the game, i would silently smile and laugh.. har har har, i have sooo passed that level.. lembabnyer korang... cheyy blagakk laa plak at that time.. when they talked about secret cheat code, where u can easily go to next level with the code, I was like 'helllloooooooooo been there done that!!' somehow it slipped my huge mouth to the guys... diorgpn ape lagi nk challenge laaa kn... on the day they were suppose to ask me for a duel, i was actually on leave.. mase tuh mls nk pi skolah.. my mum pn mls nk dgr me whining.. ehhehe.. too bad they never ask me again.. if not it would soo cool to play with em...
sooo now, i am sooo hoping that my married with one kiddo brother would buy the original SC2.. Which would be sooo in my dream sbb nanti my sis in law bising... abg!! bli laaa SC2, I hav no money to buy... Boemar pn dah x men dah gem gem nieh!! please laaa abg... ehehehe mcm laaa die dgr or bace... he is too busy preparing himself for aussie.. Abg nk roxy satu!! another dream of mine!! guys mmg susah nk shopping2 nie... haihh!!!

news n more news

Truth:
im broke..its just 6 days of june, n im already broke..
Cry:
I cry wen my money keep on saying goodbyes... tsskk tssskkk tsskkk
Lie:
I am soo damn rich that i can buy my own movenpick...
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Sooo yesterday was Green Day.. not the green day the band, its Green as in colour day.. yesterday everyone was supposed to help all the greenies to survive in the world full of green eater n green destroyer.. ciann all the greenies.. suke suke jer org2 tebang die.. its are innocent tau.. I remember years back i was in high school. i was in this club call kelab pencinta alam.. there stuff we do to help the greenies survive. we recycle, i myself plant some greenies, we create something from recycled stuff and we loooooooooveeeeeeeee greens. ok actually the last one is on me.. ehehe. seriously, we need parks full of greenies so that we can relax.. tho at nite it would steal the oxygen from us but come on... u will feel at peace when u saw greens right? am i right? everybody say yes please!!! ehehehe.. soo guys, plant one green a year, n in ten years time, ur house would be cooles place on earth provided that u take care of the greens after u plant it. LOVE GREEENS, and eat more greens.. its are good for you...
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our PM getting married to Jeanne Abdullah? i tot i heard the news wrong but for sure its the truth.. i read it in star just now.. lets read more on the wedding...
" The akad nikah ceremony, to be attended by close family members only, will be held at the Prime Minister's official residence at Seri Perdana here, according to a statement issued by the Prime Minister's Office on Wednesday."
aaawww another super duper extra vagant wedding... but my heart was not crushed this time around.. ehehhe, i weep when Perak's most eligible bachelor wed a chemical engineer... sooo gotta search for new eligible bachelor cz urs truly is soooo bored without someone to adore... ehehehe...
-roger n out-