merry go round...(edited) =p

i can ride a roller coster with 360 turn but i cant never ride a merry go round(its a ferris wheel..according to ms sweet drug addict) peacefully. Its weird heh? The first merry go round(again its ferris wheel) i ride is eye on malaysia. No i dont go to funfair. He ask me why i never went to that place. I simply said, it is not safe and there is no special protection from falling. All the materials looks like its going to be broken into two. He just laugh. He says its weird and i say its normal. 7 of us went up to the sky that night. But the only scream you can hear is only my voice. the laughter is mostly from him and the rest. for the first cycle, I managed to grab everything including him and the door. i clutch it so hard that i feel my hand numb. second cycle, they move around and i stay still. They even make the gondola sway and all i could do is just sit still and pray. third cycle, He laugh at me, i hit him at the back. serve him right. the fourth cycle i easily breathe because i almost get used to it. but by that time, there is no more going around. its too late to enjoy the scenery. its too late to breathe the air of success. we got out and took picture. he likes mine and i like his. after that night we never talk. it was a one night stand. we never knew each other before and we will never know each other after. only for the night we talk and we hang out. its going to be the fourth cycle all over again. too late to enjoy everything. to late to get to know him. Do you think there will be a merry go round again?

-he is just a friend. a one night friendship.-