F.a.m.i.l.y

I got the ticket. great.

I got the beans. superb.

I got the talk. Love.

I got the drive. Finally.

I got the love. Alhamdulillah.

I learnt that no matter what, family always stayed after an aftermath.

Ya Allah, I'm thankful for giving me a not so perfect parent and siblings. But when my parent and my siblings combined, they seems soo perfect together. I love being in middle of perfections of imperfections. ALHAMDULILLAH.

c.h.u.c.k

I cried when Chuck said "I'm not going to lose you. I'm here with you every step of the way.".

Deep down in my heart i wish it is true. I wish for someone to actually say it and act on it.

lesson learnt

It is better to believe in liars than believing in promises..

We expect liars to hurt you.. but we never expect promises could break your heart when its broken.

I dont have a title for this...

I'm eating cheesy cheese flavored pringles with chilli sauce.

weird.I know.

when we were alone...

I wish to remember the song you sang when we were in your car.

Vaguely I remember it is a love song. or perhaps I'm wronged.

I wish to remember the voice coming out of your lung.

Vaguely i remember it was a happy voice. or perhaps I misinterpret.

I wish not to remember what I said at that time.

Clearly I remember I scold you for no apparent reason. Sorry.

I wish not to remember what i did before i left.

Clearly I remember I said nothing at all and leave. Sigh.

As of now, I wish you are safe.

As of now, I wish you are happy.

As of now, I wish.....

As of now, I hope to blow thousand candles for all my wishes to come true.

conversation between a girl and a guy...

This is a conversation between Guy S and Girl D.

Girl D: Hey do you like Megan Fox / Weh, ko suke Megan Fox ek?

Guy S: Yes I do./ A'aah aku suke.

Girl D: What did you see in her/Ape ko nampak ek kt dia?

Guy S: Because she is MEGAN FOX!/sebab dia MEGAN FOX!

Girl D : *startled.*/*terkedu*

soo my question is : Why men like Megan Fox.?????

ignoring the reality is impossible..

i tried to find someone to talk to.. somehow everyone went missing.. busy with work or busy with life.. ntahlah..

rainbow on a cake..

I bought this cake and i like it. One day, one fine day, I will bake it and share it with you.

Somehow this cake makes me happy. Nope. I haven't eat... yet. I like different colors layered on top of each other. Its like a life without a problem. Every layer is perfect against each other. Each layer is full of beautiful surprises. In addition, the colors are so bright that it makes me happy. It reminds me of rainbow. a sunshine rainbow. A rainbow appears when the clouds stop crying and the sun starts smiling. I just wish that my life story would end up like that.

-lets start the day with positive thoughts-

aku bukan aku... maka siapakah aku?

Tilu - aku bukan aku

Lama sungguh hari berlalu
Hening malam menyiksaku
Bila bersendirian sepi jadi pilu

Kau pergi aku yang hilang
Sedikit pun hidup tak senang
Langit cerah ku renung mendung kelabu

Kerana diriku bukan aku
Tiap kali kau menjauh
Fikiran tak keruan
Jiwa rasa kekosongan
Diriku bukan aku
Tiap kali kau menjauh
Pulangkan dia ke pangkuanku

Yang digemar menjadi bosan
Sukarnya cari ketenteraman
Bila hati bersedih semuanya tak betul

Ku cuba setabah hati melupakan
Dirimu dari ingatan
Tapi semakin dicuba semakin rindu

the part where I went for a broken holiday~

the good side.

I'm back.. I told you no one would miss me.. eh you didn't missed me at all. you = yous=you you you..ramainyer~

the super cool side.

I went to hard rock baybeh! yes I finally said it out loud. I truly love it there. They provide a very comfortable bed(the height of the bed reached the cracked of my butt.. fheww!), handsome greeter!, a very relaxing ambience, yummiest breakfast food and super chomel pianist.. hi hi hi hi.. Overall i would rate it 8/10 coz they made me forget about KL and my life over here. owh along with all problems that lingered around my back like forever.. love love love love it! I did a foot massage, fish spa, little less shopping and food chomping owh and and smelling the air of nothingness. No promises, No taking care of others feeling and gladly no thoughts about nonsenses and senses. =D

the so-so part.

I still have a feeling over it. ooppsy.

the bad part.

Im broke! yay~

conclusion: I wanna go there again!