when we were alone...

I wish to remember the song you sang when we were in your car.

Vaguely I remember it is a love song. or perhaps I'm wronged.

I wish to remember the voice coming out of your lung.

Vaguely i remember it was a happy voice. or perhaps I misinterpret.

I wish not to remember what I said at that time.

Clearly I remember I scold you for no apparent reason. Sorry.

I wish not to remember what i did before i left.

Clearly I remember I said nothing at all and leave. Sigh.

As of now, I wish you are safe.

As of now, I wish you are happy.

As of now, I wish.....

As of now, I hope to blow thousand candles for all my wishes to come true.