Little faith

I was at peace.
Walking by the beach.
Listening to the tunes.
Admiring god's creation.
The small waves tickling my feet.
The big gush of salty air wiped off the fear.
I was at peace.
Without any hints of problems.
And then I came back.
She surfaced.
He is been bugging.
More others following.
I cant tolerate with this.
Insanity hits rock bottom.
If you ask me to be ok with it.
Then you're just like everyone.
But you are like everyone.
Seeing my smile instead of my sadness.
Faking it always my advantage.
So be it.
I'm hanging with the thinnest thread.
One little flick and I will fall.
Without no wings to fly.

Melted like an ice cream under scorching sun...

Owh so great... I watched a walk to remember and it makes me mellow... Oh no, there goes my melting heart...

Should i?

Sometimes its hard to know whether you're telling the truth or just want to play around..
You used to say, read in between your lines.
But if i were to analyze every words coming from you, then i think i'll get a wrong sign..
Should i giving in or giving up?

The dream that wake me up at 5..

My mind keep on playing the same tune.. The same memories.. It was dark, after 5... All i can see is the black sky, yellow neon light shining the road and a round-a-bout in the middle of the street.. The smell of the salty air rushed into my nose.. And all i can i hear is the rush of waves crushing the edge of white sands territory.. I want to feel the same, hear the same, smell the same... I want to go there again.. One day, I want to live by the sea with my love.. Please Allah, please grant my wish...

Ache

Stuck!

I saw you in every korean singer i have crush on...
Urggghhh......
Whether it about your lips..
Or just simply your act..
Or your sweetness..
Or even your hair..
I keep on shoving my feelings deep down..
Yet it surfaced and i felt loved..
Why o why?
Pening dengan keadaan ini...

Penat

Penat...
Penat mencuba untuk melupakannya..
Dia hadir tanpa rasa bersalah..
Perasaan kembali menggunung..
Hati semakin terguris...
Bila aku mula bertatih,
Dia undurkan diri.
Bila aku berlari berlainan arah,
Dia muncul mematikan langkah,
Apa khususnya dia untukku?
Adakah hanya sekadar berkawan?
Atau sekadar mengisi lohong hatiku buat sementara waktu?
Aku penat.
Tak mampu bermain lagi..
Aku terjatuh,
Tak mampu untuk berdiri kembali..
Terbaringlah aku menggapai langit dengan angan anganku..
Sambil bertemankan bumi yg bersendirian..

Will it be enough?

I really want that job... I do!
I promised that i will fast for 7 days if i got it..
Will it be enough?
But am I capable enough to handle it?
Am I knowledgeable enough to bring it to the table?
Am I am I am I????

Konflik....

Tak waras.
Siapa?
Aku...
Kenapa?
Tertegur...
Jadi?
Tersenyum..
Tapi?
Sendirian..
Siapalah aku dimata dia............

*sigh*

I think i'm going to stop falling....

In love.....