Another 14th passed by..

I forgot.
I'm sorry.
I hope you did good down there.
I really hope that everything we did up here are good enough to save you.
I love you.
I miss you.

Love.

Lelaki.

Hati akan terjatuh pada lelaki bebaju kemeja, berseluar jeans, berbau wangi.

Kemas.menawan.yang penting, berbau wangi..

Antara putih dan pink..

Apa senyuman hari ini lebih indah dari semalam?
Apa bezanya antara hari ini dan semalam?
Apa cantiknya hari ini dari semalam?
Apa logiknya hari ini dari semalam?

Sungguh aku bingung.
Yang semalam mungkin hanya ilusi.
Dan yang hari ini mungkin fantasi.
Apapun, aku berserah.
Hanya DIA yang tahu.
Hanya DIA yang faham.
Tentang aku dan perasaanku.

Selalu terjadi.
Bila diminta, tiada yang ada.
Bila terlupa, datangnya dua.
Bilakan tamak, duanya hilang.
Apa yang aku mahu?
Apa yang aku pinta?
Sungguh, aku bercelaru.

Ku pusing ke kiri,
Nampaknya satu.
Ku pusing ke kanan,
Nampaknya satu yang lain.
Tapi yang satu mungkinkah tak elok?
Dan yang lagi satu, apa warasnya?
Maka yang mana harus ku pilih,
Yang kiri tak tahu baik buruknya,
Yang kanan tak pasti keadaannya.

Berikan aku jawapan,
Berikan aku kepastian,
Antara kiri dan kanan,
Antara atas dan bawah,
Antara depan dan belakang,
Berikanlah berikanlah berikanlah...
Hanya padaMu ku memohon,
Dan niatku hanyalah keranamu.

Have a nice day~
Dejah Salleh

A post for my life partner.. je t'aime

I want to go to France with you.

I want to share all halal desserts with you.

I want to be able to converse in French with you.

I want to kiss you in front of Eiffel Tower.

I want to learn to be a dessert chef for you.

I want to eat macaroons in Louvre Museum with you.

I want to fall in love with you again and again.

I want to have babies with you.

I want you and only you when the right time comes.

All I want from you is to sing with a company of acoustic guitar on our wedding day... :p

p.s: I haven't met you yet~

Unravel or unravelled?

I saw a lot of unwrapped books on the floor.

I love buying yet i hate reading.

I read 50 ways to find love.

And yet i failed to find one.

I read Paolo Coelho.

I left it on my desk after reading the 1st chapter.

I read "My sister's keepers".

Froggy blew the last chapter, accidentally.

Soo why i keep on buying more books?

Cz i wanna look smart dude!! :p

F.a.m.i.l.y

I got the ticket. great.

I got the beans. superb.

I got the talk. Love.

I got the drive. Finally.

I got the love. Alhamdulillah.

I learnt that no matter what, family always stayed after an aftermath.

Ya Allah, I'm thankful for giving me a not so perfect parent and siblings. But when my parent and my siblings combined, they seems soo perfect together. I love being in middle of perfections of imperfections. ALHAMDULILLAH.

c.h.u.c.k

I cried when Chuck said "I'm not going to lose you. I'm here with you every step of the way.".

Deep down in my heart i wish it is true. I wish for someone to actually say it and act on it.

lesson learnt

It is better to believe in liars than believing in promises..

We expect liars to hurt you.. but we never expect promises could break your heart when its broken.

I dont have a title for this...

I'm eating cheesy cheese flavored pringles with chilli sauce.

weird.I know.

when we were alone...

I wish to remember the song you sang when we were in your car.

Vaguely I remember it is a love song. or perhaps I'm wronged.

I wish to remember the voice coming out of your lung.

Vaguely i remember it was a happy voice. or perhaps I misinterpret.

I wish not to remember what I said at that time.

Clearly I remember I scold you for no apparent reason. Sorry.

I wish not to remember what i did before i left.

Clearly I remember I said nothing at all and leave. Sigh.

As of now, I wish you are safe.

As of now, I wish you are happy.

As of now, I wish.....

As of now, I hope to blow thousand candles for all my wishes to come true.