its.a.long.drive...

tonight i went for a drive with mr. ayah. Its usual for the Ayah fams for not cooking after a long drive yesterday. so instead this morning we eat foods from kenduri last afternoon. the meal spread to lunch and when its dinner, i think im going to puke. i thought, let me buy some food. i was actually thinking of kfc(again!). my loyal companion wasnt at home to be my bodyguard. adoi.. so i decide to go alone. Ayah was like "pegi dengan sape nie?", me:"alone". he:"wait for me, im going." .. ok uh, this is like the first time Ayah wants to sit next to me and go somewhere.. usually, he will be the driver and i will sit next to him. everyones are scared if im driving. hu hu hu... anyway, in the car he said, "arent you longing for sate?" owh well i am.. since yesterday i keep on whining over sate trip. "hmmmm lets go to buy sate.. hi hi..".. soo for 10 mins of driving, i feel at peace.. talking to just Ayah and i got his attention. yayy... this is the peace i have looking for.. yeaps.. i am in peace.. we talked about plans for next weekend and bout my baby ride. thank god he didnt ask about my work or relationship or my behavior.. thats creepy... but all in all, i like to be with him. just him....