was it hard to shift from THE comfort zone to another zone which you never know whether it is for good or for worse?? a friend of mine did shift from one stage to another... her action make me scared of looking forward... knowing this society and aunts and uncles and cousins, i know that i have to take a step away from my chldhood. thought of the society: after study, u need to find work and start building your life and 'our' life.. thought of families(uncles n aunts n couzs): now its time to get married..gilos okehh.. my uncles and aunts keep on asking when is your turn dear??. its all started when the sis got married.. haihhh i am still figuring out how to love myself and they are keen to ask me to love others? i mean seriously, i am only 22 years old. life is too young to get settled.. i still have hundreds of craving to do/eat before the 'm' word.. I want to travel around the world, pay for ayahs n mum shopping and expenses, having the freedom to do anything and everything.. yeah thats all i want.. i knoe that 'm' wont h0ld you back from everything you wanted to be but for me it is... permissions to be asked and attitude to be straighten is soo not my style.. yer laaaa i hav huge voice(ejat dok complaint ok)... was i ready to take the step? was i even ready to give my heart to any him? the answer NO.. soo aunts, uncles, couzs and society, please stop asking wen im getting 'm'rd...
** erk tis post is not suitable for people who are getting married and thinking of getting married..**
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