a smile

today i am going to talk about a smile.. since the first day of working, i cant stop smiling. It reverted me to my past long-gone self and also petrosains.. during my early-youth(which i am now a little bit mature youth) i was a i-cant-stop-smiling-to-people except when im with someone whom i adore, liked, admire(mostly men) and hate. I never thought of people's true feeling about me. Maybe i do, but i dont give a damn at that moment. When i was given opportunity to be a volunteer, man.. i really really cant stop smiling. I remember when my first/second year of study, I volunteered with the big P to teach others about science. It is to educate young/ old ones about certain facts in science that we could apply to our daily lives and also it is to test how minds work. At that time, i was a smile-er.. when i talk to people i would smile... eventhough i dont like the person, i would smile.. but there is a small hint of hatred in the smile.. what?? i am not born to be perfect lady ok... the big P's big people always remind us to smile, to be gracious to people, to treat customer with respect and project some P dignity in us. Maybe i was tired being a smile-er and i stop for a while to smile, i mean really honest smile. i always potrayed a smile which is not connected to my feelings and heart. But when i was uncontrollable of my smile, i would sneak in the word 'h' in the smile..
SOmehow, over the years of waiting and practicing, i managed to smile again.. its all because of the student and lecturer in ptpl and kutpm. they have reminded me of good ol' days.. and there are rules there.. be good to people so that we wont get a stab in the back, but if we are unlucky its too bad. people will always pirate your ideas but stay focus to be far more better than them. customer will have some sorts of attitude that will make u vomit, but smile coz we need their money..ehehe the last one was my rules.. *winkies*

soo.. smile everyone, itll make u look good and itll make others feel good... and if u work with customer, itll make ur pockets look extra goooooooooood~~