Of you...

I keep on praying to God.
Each time, my heart grow fonder,
Towards you,
However, my mind keep on twisting,
The fact that you're not into me,
I learnt from my mistakes,
Yet HE knows the best,
I lay my case on HIS judgement,
Although my heart wish for you,
Everytime...

I love to play with words.

And yet, i always stutter infront him.....

Bad aura

I hate it when i'm feeling sad with no apparent reason.. As if my heart feels the bad future coming to smack my face. What is going to happen next?

Torn in between

My dad said something that torn me apart. It is between faith and leisure. Between dunia dan akhirat.
Aku mahukan kesenangan,
Namun kesenangan itu mungkin tak menjamin keselesaan kehidupanku selepas mati..
Ayah kata, kalau terpaksa haruslah memohon keampunan.
Tapi yang aku mahu bukan atas dasar terpaksa.
Aku tahu aku harus akur.
Secebis hatiku masih berharap pada kesenangan itu.
Ya Allah, berikanlah keikhlasan dalam hatiku ini.
Ya Allah, berikanlah pengganti pada apa yang bakal aku tinggalkan ini. Amin.

Little lost of red riding hood..

If you ask me where i'm heading now,
I would say 'i dont know..'
I thought i have a dream.
I thought i have the courage.
I thought i have the passion,
Sigh.
What am i left with?
Just a piece of hope.
Perhaps it is a hope that leads no where.
Perhaps it is an expired hope.
Perhaps it is an illusion of hope.
Perhaps.
What is a dream?
I know i have nothing.
Perhaps i only have bad dreams.

::This is me being delusional about having hope and dreams where it clouded my thought::

My hero

Today is my hero's birthday.
Eh hero pon ada tarikh lahir?
Hmmmmmmm...
I love him.
Sangat cinta.
My hero loves to hear 60's song.
Saya pon dikerahkan mendengar.

Love.

Diakhir kata saya makin suka pada lagu 60-an. Suka boleh ditanam. Cinta datang dari hati. Minat datangnya dari mata. ;p

Another 14th passed by..

I forgot.
I'm sorry.
I hope you did good down there.
I really hope that everything we did up here are good enough to save you.
I love you.
I miss you.

Love.

Lelaki.

Hati akan terjatuh pada lelaki bebaju kemeja, berseluar jeans, berbau wangi.

Kemas.menawan.yang penting, berbau wangi..

Antara putih dan pink..

Apa senyuman hari ini lebih indah dari semalam?
Apa bezanya antara hari ini dan semalam?
Apa cantiknya hari ini dari semalam?
Apa logiknya hari ini dari semalam?

Sungguh aku bingung.
Yang semalam mungkin hanya ilusi.
Dan yang hari ini mungkin fantasi.
Apapun, aku berserah.
Hanya DIA yang tahu.
Hanya DIA yang faham.
Tentang aku dan perasaanku.

Selalu terjadi.
Bila diminta, tiada yang ada.
Bila terlupa, datangnya dua.
Bilakan tamak, duanya hilang.
Apa yang aku mahu?
Apa yang aku pinta?
Sungguh, aku bercelaru.

Ku pusing ke kiri,
Nampaknya satu.
Ku pusing ke kanan,
Nampaknya satu yang lain.
Tapi yang satu mungkinkah tak elok?
Dan yang lagi satu, apa warasnya?
Maka yang mana harus ku pilih,
Yang kiri tak tahu baik buruknya,
Yang kanan tak pasti keadaannya.

Berikan aku jawapan,
Berikan aku kepastian,
Antara kiri dan kanan,
Antara atas dan bawah,
Antara depan dan belakang,
Berikanlah berikanlah berikanlah...
Hanya padaMu ku memohon,
Dan niatku hanyalah keranamu.

Have a nice day~
Dejah Salleh

A post for my life partner.. je t'aime

I want to go to France with you.

I want to share all halal desserts with you.

I want to be able to converse in French with you.

I want to kiss you in front of Eiffel Tower.

I want to learn to be a dessert chef for you.

I want to eat macaroons in Louvre Museum with you.

I want to fall in love with you again and again.

I want to have babies with you.

I want you and only you when the right time comes.

All I want from you is to sing with a company of acoustic guitar on our wedding day... :p

p.s: I haven't met you yet~